I feel like I'm swirling. I have these vague images of what I want, but when I reach out to gain clarity it's beyond my grasp. I'm just floating out in the middle on a leaf. I don't crash into anything and I don't glide toward anything. I'm repelled by everything around me.
I want to go to the top. I want to feel the sun but I'm stuck. I feel heavy and dark.
I need a guided hand to help me find a path. Things come with time. But I'm finding greater urgency but less direction. How can I be swift with no direction?